Love on your kids. 

H, laying you down tonight, we thought you were asleep, but you woke up as soon as mom walked out of the room.

I assured you that I had you and that everything was ok. 

You laid back down but soon were up asking for your water. 

And…mom had conveniently taken your water with her when she left… 

So, I quickly got up and got your drink from the fridge. 

On the way back, you met me at the door with:

“Oh. There it is.” 

Ten minutes later, after your third drink, you finally settled back down and rolled over with your back against my chest. 

I hugged you tight. And said:

“I love you so much.”

And then I asked you three questions that I have been asking you off and on the last few months. 

I said:

“Do you know how much I love you?” 

I have asked this many times before but you have never really responded (you are 2 years, 3 months old). 

So after no response, I just say “I love you so much.” and give you a big squeeze. 

But tonight, with you snuggled against me, I asked:

“Do you know how much I love you?” 

Sucking your thumb, you nodded. 

I asked:

“Do you know I think you are perfect?”

And finally, I asked:

“Do you know I love you no matter what you do?”

I squeezed you again and said:

“I love you so much.” 

You rolled over, played with my hair for a few minutes, and then fell asleep. 

I wanted to write this down while the story was fresh, but I bet I sleep like a baby, too. 

I love you. 

-Dad